` ii FELL iNLOVE WiTHOUT YOO .

` so yeaaa ..

there was this boy.

He made my heart beat four times faster than usual.

He made me smile for as long as I could remember.

The butterflies inside my stomach were inevitable.

You were the first one to ever made me feel this way.

Your smile, your crooked teeth, and your imperfection,it's what I love the most.

We got together.

I was reckless.

I treated him like crap.

But deep down, I cherish him, really I do.

'cept, he never realized, or wanted to know it.

He kept me happy for as SHORT as I could remember.

He exchanged me in just a snap.

He never really seemed to care.

And he would never really do.

so yeaaaa ..

there was this boy.

And I'm writing all about him.

No matter how much it hurts inside.

He.

would.

never.

really.

care.

anymore. =')

and the only thing that I could do right now is stare. :)

and tell myself to smile.

even though I knew it would just kill me deep inside.

if onlyy I could rewind the time,I'd pick 27 over you. :(

HI, mr. PARADiSE ! <3

Omigawd.
I miss the blog world. =)
I've been far too busy with school to actually open, and add something.
Anyways, here I am. c:
on my sister's laptop, without her knowing. :-$
I've been enjoying school, for the first time in my life. xD
well, I guess I should really, since this is probably the last year in my school life that I would enjoy so much. I'm already graduating high school. I feel so old. :<>

Draw with me.

water; paper.

This, just isn't my dayyy.
God, I feel like crying.
Y'know the feeling when you feel distorted inside and out ?
kinda like you wanna break out, and scream out to the whole world that you love this person, even if the love involved is but, just an unconditional love ?
God, this is the reason why I never wanted to fall inlove again.
but yet, cupid keeps on striking.
and my heart keeps on breaking.
I just keep on telling myself, that I should move on.
and wait patiently for the right guy.
But noooooo.
It's like.
Love is like water, and my heart's made of paper.
Once it struck, my heart will dissolve.
into nothing-ness.
Goooooooooooooooooooooodddddddddddddddddd,
why was LOVE even inventeeeeed?
I don't know anymore.

Imagolament somewhere.
but no worries.
I won't cut myself.
Ima just go tear my eyes out. ; ^ ;

x --

He said, “I love you.”
I sneezed, and replied, “I'm sorry, I'm allergic to bullshit.”

-- x

I'm turning into a Queen of Wishful thinking.
Label me.
While I'm still lamenting.
Once I'm done wailing.
I'll kick your ass.

o --

Maybe, just maybe. I'd find the right guy someday. I'm waiting, just waiting, in vain if necessary, I don't really care. Just as long as you come to me.

-- o

...the only thing I need, is 'YOU' .. ;x

FACEBOOk:D

Lmao.
After a few hours of bugging,
my friend actually made me sign up on facebook,
whilst realizing most of the fun that I've been missing(since my sister's also using facebook, and I've watched her a couple of times playing.), I decided to try it out.
btw, I used to have a facebook account, before the applications started,
but being a constant forgetter, I couldn't open it anymore.

So, yeah. back to the point.
I've made my facebook account :3
and that's what all that matters, right? :))

Just leave yer e-add on the comments,
if wanted, i'm not forcing you to,
I'll delete it once I've added you in:]

It was all part of my one crazy scheme.ü

RANT. Dx
my phone's broken.
suck.
I have to wait fer about a month or so to buy a new one. D:
..or longer than that.
damn. xD

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anyway,
Iwannastart a new story.
'cept I still dunno the concept. Dx
man, I so suck. D:
my inspiration's nowhere to be seen neither.

Share me a story idea? D:

[ BOTFLii3SS ] - W! : picture included is rather disgusting.

[photo taken from curezone.com]

Human Botfly
Dermatobia Hominis

I really have no idea why I'm writing about these
insane creatures, that can only be found throughout
the central and south America.

I think they're cute though, despite the fact
that they live on your skin for about 5-10 weeks,
and then leave.
I mean, hey.
wouldn't it be nice, if somebody actually
saw your -cough- birth -cough- of the botfly?
They'd be like,
"Congratulations! It's a botfly!"

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I know, I'm crazy.
But I find things like these extremely exciting
(and extremely painful) And I have no idea why.

I wanna experience this(hopefully without the pain), but
I can't really, 'cause botflies are not much known around
our parts.

By the way, in reality, the botfly looks like a bumblebee,
who would be crazy enough to let yourself get infected, right?
Maybe, I would. xD

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credits:
some parts are taken from membracid.wordpress;
the one who made me intrigued to botflies are pickyourposion.blogspot

Cheers♫